Saturday, March 14, 2009

One angle of love

In the countless years of loving, hoping, sharing, caring, giving of oneself...often the word love triangle has always been a possibility but not an option.

One instance of abrupt encounter led to another, that has build up rapport and unravels many new possibilities. One chance encounter that led to constant touch and communication that led to friendship that led to another echelon of relational bonds... an affair.

Despite one party knowing fully well that the person is attached to someone, that one vicious passionate evening became a frequent getting in touch affair... one led to another and a new relationship comes to bloom. One falling down on the abode of heirarchy to humbly bow low and love someone who isn't emotionally free.

Sad as it may, but the real partner doesn't even realize the infidelity going on with his partner and the new "friend". A love triangle that never was, as only two individuals madly fell for a trapping. Not to mention the real partner is going on a distant land in search for new opportunities, leaving a lonely partner scrambling for the touch and constant presence of a partner.

Is it wrong to love someone who is knowingly loved and is loving someone... is it normal to fall and be lost in the whole intellectual and emotional imobility just because its better to play fire than be idly bored with constancy... is it wrong to be intimately drained by the whole affair... is it a grave sin to snatch away the happiness of someone whom you haven't met but is madly inlove with the same man... is it wrong to be selfish... is it plain stupidity or just a case of blindness because of selfishly loving someone...is it really a risk worth the effort and all the loving?

Those question I do not know how to answer...
As loving is not exclusive nor is it quantifiable...
Loving someone isn't a grave offense...hurting someone is...
Loving isn't bound by perfect timing...but circumstances...
Loving isn't chosen by us, but comes along in many mysterious ways...
I don't know where it began and neither do I have an idea where it will end...
Will be it be a happy ending for oneself or a grieveous ending that can never trully bring oneself up again...

Time will tell...nobody can rightly say and judge what the depths and meaning of truly falling inlove as everyone has been strucked by love's sting! I'd break every chain of principles of my life just to be with you. Now a new option of loving without thought of hurting is the ultimate choice for existing.

If loving you is wrong, I dont wanna be right ever again!

I just can't stop myself from loving you!

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