One angle of love

In the countless years of loving, hoping, sharing, caring, giving of oneself...often the word love triangle has always been a possibility but not an option.

One instance of abrupt encounter led to another, that has build up rapport and unravels many new possibilities. One chance encounter that led to constant touch and communication that led to friendship that led to another echelon of relational bonds... an affair.

Despite one party knowing fully well that the person is attached to someone, that one vicious passionate evening became a frequent getting in touch affair... one led to another and a new relationship comes to bloom. One falling down on the abode of heirarchy to humbly bow low and love someone who isn't emotionally free.

Sad as it may, but the real partner doesn't even realize the infidelity going on with his partner and the new "friend". A love triangle that never was, as only two individuals madly fell for a trapping. Not to mention the real partner is going on a distant land in search for new opportunities, leaving a lonely partner scrambling for the touch and constant presence of a partner.

Is it wrong to love someone who is knowingly loved and is loving someone... is it normal to fall and be lost in the whole intellectual and emotional imobility just because its better to play fire than be idly bored with constancy... is it wrong to be intimately drained by the whole affair... is it a grave sin to snatch away the happiness of someone whom you haven't met but is madly inlove with the same man... is it wrong to be selfish... is it plain stupidity or just a case of blindness because of selfishly loving someone...is it really a risk worth the effort and all the loving?

Those question I do not know how to answer...
As loving is not exclusive nor is it quantifiable...
Loving someone isn't a grave offense...hurting someone is...
Loving isn't bound by perfect timing...but circumstances...
Loving isn't chosen by us, but comes along in many mysterious ways...
I don't know where it began and neither do I have an idea where it will end...
Will be it be a happy ending for oneself or a grieveous ending that can never trully bring oneself up again...

Time will tell...nobody can rightly say and judge what the depths and meaning of truly falling inlove as everyone has been strucked by love's sting! I'd break every chain of principles of my life just to be with you. Now a new option of loving without thought of hurting is the ultimate choice for existing.

If loving you is wrong, I dont wanna be right ever again!

I just can't stop myself from loving you!

If only the devil is cuddly!

In these times of world economic crisis, rising unemployment, retrenchments and many stressful news of the hard times ahead has cause many to retool their skills, hone their talents and even take on new challenges in their career so as to continually survive the turns of events.

Sad to note that we also hear news of suicides, self inflicted harms and threats to other people's personal spaces by scheming thefts and even murder. Some have lose their ideals and without conscienciously considering the welfare of others safety... a recent news last sunday of a church preacher being shot inside the church while delivering his sermon to his congregation is outrageously shocking, A kid who commited his life to a gunshot is often inconceivable, a man who is one of the richest men in last year's Forbes list jumping off a railway station is tragic, a rich New York investment banker who put a bullet on his temple and many more tragic stories of sort that will make us wonder, is the present life so wicked!

But many facets of life contributes to each one's thoughts and feelings that undoubtedly a world economic crisis has partly to do with the human morale bankruptcy, which is sad and anyone who still stood for the ideals of hope can only wish there could have something that everyone around those emotional distress individuals could have done to prevent such tragedies.


But we can wish that only if the devil can be just as cute as the ones in the picture above, perhaps, people who have been wretched with much burden could still have afford them a bit of a smile. Unfortunately, the only devil that behooves all of us is our own shadow of self worthlessness and despairing thought of life's beauty and values.

Priceless Treasures

As I have been cleaning my room and arranging some books and stuffs that has cluttered though my comfort zone, I cam across some notes, letters, conference souvenirs, photos and postcards that reminisce the days past.

Remembering those people, names and happy thoughts together makes me ask where could they be by now. As recently I have found a few old friends and even acquaintances through the social network sites, there's a feeling of euphoria and gladness to reconnect with some familiar faces and smiles.

Though many changes have been through all of our lives, we still manage to build up our conversations and mail exchanges with questions of where the other friends may be by now. Alot of people we've lost touch through the years, more than a decade that seems to be a timeless absence from each other's communal radar.

Where everything matters that has encircled our existential lives, we come across countless people and friends along our way towards achieving our fulfillments in life. Nevertheless, our constant blossoming and aim to widen our reach of connections, allies, friends that can readily lend a helping hand in our personal quests and journeys can never replace the bonds that binds us with our old pals.

To the old, the new and the future reasons of friendships we can cherish as keepsakes of our lifetime that brings joy of colors to our own life, a treasure worth keeping to be treasured.

Thank you for all of those priceless GEMS I call friends.